...hi guys!.. hmm... how should i start this one... as much as i love posting and voicing myself out here almost everyday.. i think i won't be able to do that anymore... i have set myself on doing more things.. and i might not have enough time to post here.... however, i will still try to put up some things here as they happen to me.. this is my diary and i can't leave it not updated... life is just a bit confusing at times.. and sometimes things happen where we get caught in a crossroad... im going on a trip tomorrow, and it may sound so sudden but i have to...  and hopefully this would end up with something nice.. will be leaving my shop with my parents and my friend for a while... at least my friend knows how to operate my business software.. i will be back soon .. (winks) good luck to me...

hi diary! hmm... let me just release this (sigh) am a bit on the edge of an emotional breakdown.... (i have been wondering what's up with .. never mind) anyways, i think the way one person feels certainly affects the business in the same way. Lately, i have been having the blues and have been unrest. I don't know.. i just wonder how can some things happen to fast and then gone the second day..?? My friend/ employee has been trying to keep me up with motivational thoughts but sometimes i feel like there's no point...(yeah i know i need to stop being selfish but it's so hard to focus when something so dear is the main reason) how i sometimes envy this business program that i have put in my computer... it has no emotions.. it's just there, waiting for instructions and then after clicking go, it works the same like any other day... guess.. this would be another long day.....

~~ well, got a bit more rest for my sunday.. but whew~~ was friday so tiring.. hmm... guess i was just thinking too much that is why i could not get any sleep.. well, now, i figured.. better focus more on my shop first and then settle other things when i have more time.. we can't take all problems down at the same time, isn't it? haha (winks) now, im feeling a bit lighter and more on my usual jumpy self again. so, hopefully, can settle all things and clarify all unresolved issues. well, anyways, again.. better focus so that i won't fail myself and my business... i am sure that is what he wants to happen too..(hoping) haha.. i believe anyway..

Hi everyone! Hmm~ well i guess everyone has something where they are really attached to it to a certain degree of obsession. with me, when i was in university, i was totally obsessed with my "techy" things. i almost could not go out without my mp3 player, cellphone, laptop, and of course my "essentials." then, during our first few months with my bf, i was so into him that i was always trying to be with him.. but, after sometime, he told me that he loves the attention but we also need some gap between us.. not that "suffocating" and i thought, yeah, we still have our different lives too. and now, i am so obsessed with my business. i am taking care of it well, and good thing that i have this business program with me that helps me run my shop with ease. uhm, probably with other things i would want to break free, but with certain others, i won't want to break free. hehe (winks) and i think you have a good idea of what and who i won't break myself free from ...

Oh my god!!! what an exhausting day.. started with that uneasy feeling and problem in sleeping then to a busy and rush day in business. It's the weekend that's why.. how i wish "my superman" was here to massage me... and sing until i sleep with his arms wrap around me... anyways.. back to reality.. both of us are working hard with our parts so we can settle down soon. And i have my trusty help around me.. my friend is proving herself to be such a good employee .. someday i can repay all her kindness...especially today since i am not my usual self.. and i taught her how to check my inventory records with my inventory software, and she got the kick out of it... hahaha.. she was like "that's why you seemed to be so professional with your records!" (winks) anyways, i better call it a day and hope that i can get some good rest tonight...

Hello~~ the best movie of the year.....hmm... well, there is this movie that my bf and i saw last may, but i think the movie was released last year.. we did have a good time and learned a lot of things about relationship actually.. the title as i believe is "couple's retreat?" anyway, not so sure, but it was really good. (winks) hahaha

Hello~~... Hmm... been up for how many hours already and i can't seem to get my sleep. i wonder what is wrong with me...(???) Today was just fine in business.. nothing bad happened... it was a fair day, pretty average on what we usually experience there... hmm~~ really wondering.. or i think it is because of this "wondering" thing in my mind that can't put me to sleep.. but ... i really don't know.. when i got home.. i was thinking like i need to rest now... eat dinner early and then hit the sack.. but then.. i keep on turning over and over.. (tiring and irritating!!)
hmm~~ the report generated by my inventory software was just ok.. same thing that i get every now and then.. (oohh ooh wait~ today's report actually said that i have to restocked again.. which is good because that means that my sales this month increased..) but ok.. that is good news... however.. why am i still up?!?!?! geez.... anyway, so that is why i just decided to turn on my laptop and write here..
Ah!! maybe that is it!! i haven't written here (duh?) no seriously... anyways, got to try and get some rest because i still have to run my business again later...hmm.... anyways.. later~~

hi everyone!!! hahaha (this brings me something to think about) My answer.. YES!!! I did!!! ok, here's the deal, i did love something not someone hahahaha... that there was even this one time when my bf was asking me out to have lunch and i told him just to bring it to my shop.. he asked me "Can't you go out?" and I said "No, this is my busy day and I can't leave the shop!" he made me choose, him or business, and i said "Business!" we fought that day but after, we talked and i explained to him that we need to make sure to have at least a comfortable life in the future. and now he is back in his country and working hard too. So there, i love my business! and i NEVER regret it. My bf and i are now saving up so we can soon settle down. It's a long way and may be hard but we can do it. i believe that. At least he knows that with me, it's just my business, this software, and my friend/ employee are the only ones in my life aside from him. and im pretty sure that he too is the same. work and me! (he better!!)

hmm...~ somehow i don't know if i should write my daily experiences anymore... my life is starting to be on the repeated thing and i don't know if i should be writing the same things over and over again everyday... otherwise, i might just sound a re run everyday and that is so not good!! Hmm~~ i think the best thing to do then is just to write things that are memorable or pretty exciting or something sad... anyway, i think better to write about not my everyday life but things that matter.. hmm... yup that is right... hahaha well, see you around people!! later then ~~

Hmm~~~ I don't think so~ because, yeah, if i were born in another time or place, then that will not be me!!! and i love me! (^.<) My life is almost complete already and i couldn't have wished for a better one than now... It really is just on how you look at things. I love my business, i love my family, i love my friend, i love my program, i love my clients, and of course, i love my bf!! hmm~~~ what else~~?? i think no more.. oh!!! and i love livejournal (^.<) there!!